Monday, November 15, 2010

I went to see the Psychologist at my school last friday and I was diagnosed with severe depression, so I've been taking some medication they gave me; but ever since I started taking the pills I've been having weird dreams. I'm standing alone in the middle of a street with huge buildings on each side, and I hear a soft crashing noise above me. A boy a couple years younger than me, riddled with what looks like gun shot wounds slams into the ground smiling, and when I look up a hologram sign is above me, but it's blurred.

That's only one of the dreams I've had, but in each one I hear this loud buzzing noise. It penetrates right through my brain. I wake up and sometimes I swear I can hear it. It's like it is in my head, clawing at the back of my skull. I can't focus.

What's happening to me?

Friday, November 12, 2010

Some weird shit is going on; I'm having more and more blackouts. This isn't normal for me. This shouldn't be happening. Sean disappeared two nights ago, and when I finally heard back from him today I could tell something was different about him. I don't know what exactly it is, but it scares me.

This is his blog: http://bornoutofbinary.blogspot.com/

I've been having deja-vu more and more lately, so much I feel like I'm just sitting back watching the world unfold around me. I have to find out what is going on. I need to know.